I am not sure why I am cranky, having sex for 3 minutes over the last year+ isn't really sex...but at least I had amazing kissing and intimacy.
In fact, desperate times calls for desperate measures. I reached out to Cop#1 to see if he'd be interested in a denise relapse. I know he isn't the best choice because of his situation...but he is the best choice for my satisfaction and really, for me, right now, that is what I need.
Hopefully something more permanent will come my way soon.