After that the next person I saw did tarot cards. I saw her right after mine & SI's breakup when I was hoping to be reassured my life would be better. She wasn't bad - but I don't really think much of what she said ended up happening for me. My mother on the other hand said she was dead-on. Around this time I also went with a friend to some really old Spanish lady who read regular cards. She was nice and told me I needed to do a cleanse of some sort to rid myself of the past and bring better things to me. I never heard of the ingredients for this bath, so I didn't do it.
Next I had tarot cards read again a few months ago, I briefly blogged about that. She wasn't great, I felt it was very general. But do think she was right about wanting to see someone more than what I was able to. HSK lived an hour away and I would have liked to see him a bit more...although she told me to be patient and that things would work out...which, clearly they did not. I can't say I had to make a choice between anyone, unless she was referring to Bank Boy...which of course, he never had a shot.
|my tea leaves before the cup was spun|
- I am very fertile. She cautioned me a few times to use protection.
- I will have two children; a boy and a girl. They will be about 18 months apart and will be healthy.
I am embarrassed to admit I started crying during my reading. All I have ever wanted and is a major goal for me, is to find love. To be loved. Even though in the past these psychics or readers kept telling me that I'll be married or have kids...it has been almost FIVE years since SI & I broke up and I have not had one relationship since then. I started to worry last year that if I chose to have children, that I would be a single mother...and too poor to really give my child/ren a decent life. I was overcome with a type of joy thinking - it is still possible and I could not control my tears. Additionally, I was shocked that I am quite fertile; as you know if you've been reading - I have feared for many years that I was not and chose a ob/gyn that specializes in infertility. I have preformed the string test numerous times...and the results usually told me that I would have a boy pregnancy followed by a girl pregnancy - but these are pregnancies and not all pregnancies result in actual children - so I was happy to hear that the sting test is fairly accurate (although I will know for sure once I have children) and was not at all surprised when she told me about my two kids.
She didn't get into if I will like my next job, if I will be a stay at home mother, what my future husband will look like, if we will be financially 'secure' by my definition, or even the time frame for this to happen. But if I had all the answers, then it wouldn't be any 'fun' to live life. I just hope she is right. I need for there to be some sort of happiness on my end soon since my patience is running out.
I got home around 10:30pm and didn't fall asleep until after 1am. I am not sure if it was the little bit of caffeine I drank in the tea or thinking about my future husband; but something prevented me from sleeping. I would recommend this place as a fun thing to do with friends or family...or even on your own. I will definitely go back.
Take 2: My second time October 11, 2011 read about it here.