Day #31 of being here is the first day my eyes didn't tear and I didn't cry. I know, that sounds insane coming from a mid-thirties woman...but sadly, the stress and emotions of doing this has been very difficult. Not all the tears were from the move, one day it was from a book I read, many other days was thinking about ManFriend...but today, today shockingly there were no tears most likely because I was distracted at my friend's family's house. Even in my private time before I sleep, sometimes tears come since I am super depressed. Maybe I just cried them all out the day or weeks before. But it is a stepping stone. I hope once I find a job and get more 'settled' here, that the stress will start to fade and I can be happy. Let's see if it continues.