I can't even remember the last time I had an orgasm by ManFriend. It took me a while initially in our 'relationship' to even have one, but I was finally able to have a small one when I was on top of him - and if I was lucky maybe a small second one.
But when was the last time that happened? Surely before the whole New Years fiasco, probably a while before that too.
We kiss so amazingly together, and of course then I crave his body inside of mine. But that lasts, if I am lucky, all of 4 minutes. If we kiss less to start, maybe he can go 8, if we kiss more, it is more like 2 minutes...so of course I leave his bed unfulfilled. Sometimes I come home and have to finish myself.
I love that he finds me so attractive that he can't resist - and can't last. It is kind of sexy in a way, knowing I have that power over someone. His recovery time is like 24-48 hours...so it isn't like his short performance will lead to more intense or lengthy sex once he is ready to go again.
But sometimes I need more. OK, who am I kidding, I need more, a lot more.
I know when I am so turned on, I should move his fingers a little to where they'd make a bigger difference - but instead, once I get to that almost point...I end up just pretending to have one. The worst part, I am not pretending well; he either thinks I have the worlds quietest orgasm or he knows but is not admitting he knows he can't get me off.
I just want to OOOOOooooohhhh! regularly again.