So I told the guy from the fire walk that I didn't want to pursue dating him. I am not very good about ending it.
Me: You seem really nice, but I am going to pass on another date
Him: Alright, see ya. Next time opening up a little more.
Me: Thanks for the advice.
I started laughing when I read his line. I didn't realize people provided feedback. Sure, sometimes I am curious why things don't work out. And I have my reason...but if he asked me, would I have really told him? Probably not the real reason, maybe I would have lied and said something a little less hurtful, because what is the point in insulting someone?
I know that I didn't open up with him. For some reason, he made me feel very uncomfortable. I've been on a few dates, and for whatever reason...the two times we got together I was extremely uncomfortable. Not my safety or anything...it was more like he thought it was fun to continue talking about something when he noticed I was uncomfortable with it and pushing my buttons. I knew after the first date that nothing would transpire, but he didn't do or say anything that was horrible, I thought maybe it was just nerves so I agreed to a second date, just to see. But that second date was really just to confirm all the thoughts I had from the first date.
The quest continues.