I think it is hilarious that after not seeing my man friend for a week - we had plans for Friday but I never heard from him - he sends me a text saying "And maybe something if you're a good girl". My response? "Haha. that is a little funny. Should we have sex, I think you would be the lucky one."
Seriously? What is wrong with men? I get we aren't dating, that it is casual, but aren't there still rules? What makes him think I would be the one that benefits from this encounter? I have not been satisfied yet - he doesn't even try. The whole thing is getting old real fast. I figured he felt the same way and things would just fizzle out. Maybe not.
I'll have to add that to my list of things to do in March/April - figure out how to tell him that our (now) once a week encounter isn't enough to keep me coming back and it needs to end. I am still amazed how quickly this whole thing nosedived. Two months ago, it had potential. I won't lie, it was decent and I'll miss the way he kisses and some other stuff - and I have no other people waiting...so that means I go from unsatisfying to nothing. Maybe I should wait till I meet someone who does have potential. I don't want to loose the sexual confidence I've built back up. And who knows how long it will take for me to find the next guy.
But I go over and as we are kissing he says that he wants to take me away again, that this doesn't just have to be me coming over, having sex and leaving...I could stay over sometimes. I figured now was time to bring up some things, but we are still kissing, so I get a little in..."I don't think we sleep over well - you look at me in the morning like I have ten eyes and that you want to get as far away from me as possible" His response - 'I am not a morning person.' Hmm, really? could have fooled me. So I was like, well I am just following your lead - and trying to read you. The conversation ends because the kissing is heating up. Then in bed he actually put more effort in and tried tonight...I was shocked. And in the middle of it all he says "why don't we do this more?" My goodness...I am so tired of that - I have no idea...maybe because he doesn't reach out...I always did, and I stopped and then so did the sex. I figured he was getting laid more often with someone else.
Guys seriously confuse me. They think they are simple - they think they require just 'food, sex and the remote control'. But here I am, offering all three, and it isn't enough for him to want it act on it more frequently.