My recent conversation with the guy about passion made me start to think. Will I find passion again?I don't have a lot of relationship experience, 3 guys, sort of. And how long do you give it before you give up? With Cop#1, I had it from the beginning, with SI, it grew on me and with ManFriend it was instantaneous. But both Cop#1 and ManFriend were really just physical, it never would have worked long term but it was hard to stop and lasted longer than it should have. On the other hand SI, was more, I think. There was the potential for long term, but maybe not enough passion on his end to make it last. Where is that balance? I've been willing to compromise on passion...and the last few people I attempted to date all lacked it but they all had other qualities I hoped would compensate for that area. And while I've been willing to accept that, they are the ones that end it for whatever reason. Even Mountain Man - we had this crazy traveling romance, but nothing more...but yet, I consider him my best friend and he is always there for me if I need someone. And still that doesn't translate into passion.
I yearn for being desired and loved.